Monday, April 10, 2023
The Studio System Redux
Friday, April 7, 2023
I Remember
I like accidents, ephemeral events, things you catch out of the corner of your eye. Melancholy moods, dark streets, the rain. Redemption. Seeing the old order brought down and chaos reign. Reluctant heroes. Magic and the supernatural. Women who work retail.
Everything is memory, even those recent memories we think of as the present. If you can’t buy that, nothing I say will make sense. My recollections of my own life are exactly like my memories of films. And of my dreams.
A long time ago, I had a recurring dream that lasted for months, the kind of dream you can wake up from, go back to sleep and pick up where you left off. I was a prince in exile on another planet. There was not a trace of the modern world. Everything was medieval, 10th Century maybe. We fought with swords, spears and bows and arrows. With axes. Mostly in the dark. I had a wife and a couple of kids and a band of loyal followers. Sometimes I feel like I just fell to earth.
I was a kid who could read words he couldn't pronounce. And I misunderstood and mixed up half of the things I heard. I thought Pound said "hang it all, Robert Browning, there can be but one bordello" and Dylan Thomas said "in my craft of celluloid."
I was born in a Texas Gulf Coast town during the Depression, right before the war. My grandmother was Italian and my grandfather was an Irish cop. My father was a tall bohunk from Pittsburg who was in the Army when he met my mother. He got out of the Army, cut grass and delivered ice until my grandfather got him a job on the police force. He went back into the Army after Pearl Harbor and ended up occupying Japan. My mother had a half-brother, my uncle Bill, who was in the Army Air Corps when the war started. He was the toughest man I ever knew.
My mother and I lived with my grandparents in their house down by the docks. During the Depression, my mother said, my grandfather used to bring home groceries and meat he got from the grocers and butchers on his beat. We'd share the food with my grandmother's sisters and brothers and their families sometimes. My mother emptied bed pans at the hospital down the street until she got a job with the Corps of Engineers.
I handled 16mm film at an early age, threading Barney Google and Snuffy Smith cartoons and short Westerns into a little, grey Keystone projector I had gotten as a present. I don’t remember how old I was, the occasion, or who gave it to me. Thinking back, it seems strange to me now that I should have had a projector like that. I projected the films on the wall in my long, narrow bedroom. I staged plays with prop characters I cut out of comic books and pasted on cardboard. I built a platform in the backyard and talked my friends into improvising scenes on stage. I drew comic strips, mostly about flyers and air battles, because the airplanes were easy to draw. Saturdays, I listened to Let’s Pretend on the radio in the living room and football games in the kitchen. I read Andrew Lang’s The Blue Fairy Book more than once. My favorite character was the Yellow Dwarf in East of the Sun and West of the Moon. Looking back, and how much clearer things seem looking back, I see all of that as work that was more important than church, school or family.
If I have any single reader in mind it is the
independent filmmaker on the brink of becoming the next big thing. The good
news for that filmmaker is that there is a lot of bandwidth to fill. The bad
news is there will be a lot of crap competing to fill it. When bandwidth was
scarce, the value of information was that it added something novel to our
picture of things. Now bandwidth is unlimited and we have to create a new
standard of value. The problem for the filmmaker now is how to stand out and
the problem for the viewer is how to make good use of his or her time.
It’s a truism that literature, film and photography, are synthesized experiences. They don’t exist until a
maker creates them. But the experiences of the world, of emotions and of memories
the maker uses as the building blocks of their creations is important. The maker’s
own experience and direct knowledge has special standing. Write what you know.
Film what you know. That’s good advice. Or maybe we should say write and film
what you remember. Of what you remember, choose those things that are
first-hand, intimate and full of emotion for you. Bring those emotions to every
situation. Write and film what you know with abandon. Write and film what you
feel. Imbue every situation, past and present, historical or speculative, with
your own experience and authentic emotions. The story is just an occasion for
synthesis and the quality of the film depends on the quality of the emotionally
moving experience the maker is able to create.
I am a product of the sixties. Mine is a sixties sensibility, reflecting on the media of the millennium from a low to middlebrow point of view. It’s the viewpoint of an artist more than that of a critic, of someone who, like Pollock trying to recreate the body language that produced a Mondrian, needs to feel in his bones where the maker is coming from.
It is the filmmaker’s task to make emotionally
moving films, the streamer’s task to provide emotionally moving streams of
films, the viewer’s task to seek out films that linger in memory and enrich their
life. It’s not enough to watch reality TV and sports, to listen to rap, country
or pop, to follow celebrities on Twitter and Instagram, to watch Tik Toks, and
to be up on the latest episodes of series like Game of Thrones (2011 - 2019),
that spectacular triumph of mise-en-scène over narrative. If you want to
get high and immerse yourself in the rich mise-en-scène
of Game of Thrones, just do it. But absorb the mise-en-scène
and the second unit-directed action. Don’t subject the narrative to a strip
search for significance or meaning. For me, Game of Thrones ended with
Daenerys Stormborn, The Unburnt, victorious. For one moment, thanks to CGI, she
is not like a dragon. She is a dragon. I don’t really remember or care to
remember what happened after that.
We have to paddle hard to reach the top of the oncoming
swell, before the wave breaks, swamping our little craft.